Duffy shares first new music since revealing she was “raped, drugged, and held captive”
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Duffy details her horrifying experience of being “raped, drugged, and held captive”

Duffy has shared a blog post recounting her horrifying memories of being kidnapped, drugged and sexually assaulted which led to her disappearance from the public eye.

In February, the Welsh singer revealed why she had been absent since the release of Endlessly in 2010 when she bravely shared that she had been “raped and drugged and held captive over some days” and it took her some time to try to recover from this.

Duffy, detailing her experience, wrote: “What is also hard to explain is that, in hiding, in not talking, I was allowing the rape to become a companion. Me and it living in my being, I no longer wanted to feel that intimacy with it, a decade of that intimacy has been destructive. I had to set myself free. I have been hurt and it would have been dangerous to talk from that hurt place in the past, prior to feeling ready.”

While the singer has slowly discussed parts of her experience in a series of highly emotional social media posts, Duffy has now bravely opened up about the experience by writing a blog post titled ‘The 5th House’. In it, she graphicly shares what happened to her, as well as her life since the attack. “It was my birthday, I was drugged at a restaurant, I was drugged then for four weeks and travelled to a foreign country. I can’t remember getting on the plane and came round in the back of a travelling vehicle. I was put into a hotel room and the perpetrator returned and raped me. I remember the pain and trying to stay conscious in the room after it happened. I was stuck with him for another day, he didn’t look at me, I was to walk behind him, I was somewhat conscious and withdrawn. I could have been disposed of by him.

Adding: “I contemplated running away to the neighbouring city or town, as he slept but had no cash and I was afraid he would call the police on me, for running away, and maybe they would track me down as a missing person. I do not know how I had the strength to endure those days, I did feel the presence of something that helped me stay alive. I flew back with him, I stayed calm and as normal as someone could in a situation like that, and when I got home, I sat, dazed, like a zombie. I knew my life was in immediate danger, he made veiled confessions of wanting to kill me. With what little strength I had, my instinct was to then run, to run and find somewhere to live that he could not find.”

The perpetrator drugged me in my own home in the four weeks, I do not know if he raped me there during that time, I only remember coming round in the car in the foreign country and the escape that would happen by me fleeing in the days following that. I do not know why I was not drugged overseas; it leads me to think I was given a class A drug and he could not travel with it. 

The incident is being looked into by Police as Duffy shared: “Once someone threatened to ‘out’ my story and I had to tell a female police officer what information the person held about me, and why the blackmail was so frightening. The second incident was when three men tried to enter my house as intruders, I told the second female officer about the rape then also. The identity of the rapist should be only handled by the police, and that is between me and them.”

She finished the post poignantly with, “I can now leave this decade behind. Where the past belongs. Hopefully no more ‘what happened to Duffy questions’, now you know … and I am free.”

You can read Duffy’s full post, here.

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